[Journal Entry] Come and get me...
Okay, Muraki, you want to sneak into anyone's dreams, sneak into mine. I'm gonna ward up as many people's rooms as I can, if it takes me all year to make this place safe. And I've left the back door open on mine. Come and get me, you pale, skinny bastard.
I know he can't likely read this, and I wouldn't want him to. The only way he'd get away with that is if he'd busted into my rooms and captured me. If that's what it takes to keep people safe, then I'll leave myself wide open to him. I'd be lying to myself if I didn't admit, there's a part of me that's welcoming the idea, that there's a part of me that wants him to use me in the worst way possible, that thinks I deserve to be used. Maybe I do and maybe I don't, but the innocent, mortal people here don't deserve that kind of treatment. They're not made of tough stuff like me, so let me take it.
I know he can't likely read this, and I wouldn't want him to. The only way he'd get away with that is if he'd busted into my rooms and captured me. If that's what it takes to keep people safe, then I'll leave myself wide open to him. I'd be lying to myself if I didn't admit, there's a part of me that's welcoming the idea, that there's a part of me that wants him to use me in the worst way possible, that thinks I deserve to be used. Maybe I do and maybe I don't, but the innocent, mortal people here don't deserve that kind of treatment. They're not made of tough stuff like me, so let me take it.