the future?
i am so tired it is friggen ridiculous....probably because i had to wake up early yesterday morning and today
school was fine today...the week was stressful because i had so much to do with homework, tests, projects, etc etc. after school i went to nate's and hung out at his dorm with him and benji, and then me and my sister went up to pss to watch the boys section finals soccer game. grand rapids beat proctor 1-0...it was really sad! dal, josh, chad, and all the guys were crying, i felt so bad for them. it was really weird because i kept thinking about grand rapids, and how i could be at that school right now instead of back at east. i am so so happy we stayed.
life is so confusing sometimes. i won't get into it...but it just is. i am scared to go to college and be away from everyone. and i can't stand the thought of never seeing people again. i was thinking about that at the football game on wednesday. like, this is my last high school football game ever. ahh it creeps me out. i know i am gonna cry at the end of track....even tho it is only track. i am just gonna miss people so dang much....i don't think i am ready to accept the fact that i have to let people, memories, and my childhood go.
hows that for a happy ending???
i love all of you guys...even if we don't get along, we have pretty much grown up together, either since kindergarden, 5th grade, or 9th grade. we are a part of each other's lives whether we like it or not. weird to think about isn't it?
night and xoxoxo
kate ™
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
school was fine today...the week was stressful because i had so much to do with homework, tests, projects, etc etc. after school i went to nate's and hung out at his dorm with him and benji, and then me and my sister went up to pss to watch the boys section finals soccer game. grand rapids beat proctor 1-0...it was really sad! dal, josh, chad, and all the guys were crying, i felt so bad for them. it was really weird because i kept thinking about grand rapids, and how i could be at that school right now instead of back at east. i am so so happy we stayed.
life is so confusing sometimes. i won't get into it...but it just is. i am scared to go to college and be away from everyone. and i can't stand the thought of never seeing people again. i was thinking about that at the football game on wednesday. like, this is my last high school football game ever. ahh it creeps me out. i know i am gonna cry at the end of track....even tho it is only track. i am just gonna miss people so dang much....i don't think i am ready to accept the fact that i have to let people, memories, and my childhood go.
hows that for a happy ending???
i love all of you guys...even if we don't get along, we have pretty much grown up together, either since kindergarden, 5th grade, or 9th grade. we are a part of each other's lives whether we like it or not. weird to think about isn't it?
night and xoxoxo
kate ™
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...