Nov 14, 2006 07:08
Holla. I would just like to say these past 2 months have been....Wow. I've gone thru so many ups and downs. Probably to most "excitement" relationship-wise ever in my life ha.
I broke up with Skot like...Sept. 9th? After that I spent a lot of time with someone(for anyone who reads this shit you prolly already know who he is). Well that ultimately did not end in any sort of acceptable (ha) relationship and I had an extreme desire to go back to skot..and I did...for a week. I just feel like there is nothing left with us worth saving. I love him so much.. But it IS possible to love someone and not be right nor good for that person, and it hurts a lot when it comes to that. I had other reasons as well but I'll go ahead on continue on. Sooo Skot's other bestfriend byran expressed interest in me and we've been dating a little over 3 weeks. Skot hates me now and thinks I was only manipulating him..I wasn't. I may be a confused person but im not malicious.