finally
well i did it...it took a loong time but i did it...i decided to delete every entry ive written after august 12th becuz that has my schedule on it...but besides that they're all gone...i dont need a stupid journal to remind me of anythin...the good time ill always remember and the bad i will jus forget but i dont need a journal to have everything in it that doesnt matter to me anymore..and i didnt do this becuz i have anythin to hide from anyone becuz i dont...i jus decided to start over becuz i like the person i am now and dont care about all of that stupid crap on my journal that was from last year...i was talking to jason and i realized that the past doesnt mean anything...so many people are sooo caught up in their past that they dont realize wut they have now in the present or wut they could have in the future...like friends for example...i LOVE the friends i have now...who cares about stupid stuff thats happened in the past with other friends...the ones i have now are obviously the ones that decided to stick with me and i hope that i dont lose them especially over stupid little things...i dont think i culd find better friends...also with boyfriends...who cares about who you went out with before...i dont...the one im with now (jason)is the ONLY one i want to be with and i hope that i will be with him for a long time...i only care about him and thats it! if u read this jason you are my past, present, and future and no one can change that...i am so much happier becuz of you and i am so lucky to have you and i hope that i will never lose you...and this entry will be unlocked becuz i dont have nethin to hide...yes i dont like random people i dont kno readin my business and everything but hey this is true for everyone...forget ur past becuz it wont matter jus live for the day you kno...cuz u never kno when u wont have it nemore nething can happen and then ull regret it...so jus live ur life in the present and dont worry about the past