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its strange. i can finally see clearly again.. i'm sick of the drama. i'm glad i really have friends. this is prolly gonna be long. i'm prolly gonna keep writing untill josh calls me. i'm wound up. so hey guys whats up lol. i haven't written that in a long time. just hey. a nice whats going on.. i feel happ right now. i know i just lost 2 of my closest friends but for some reason i feel like they didn't care anyways. like maybe its just cuz i'm so wound right now and in such a good hyper mood right now but i just don't care anymore. i give up about getting pissed about the dumb shit. whatever. lol i'll probally gonna get depressed in the morning. o well i don't wanna think about it now. so yeah i seen the video for scars by papa roach...this is gonna sound strange but it reminds me of when i used to party like crazy last winter. when stephen was in my life. too bad he doesn't care anymore. i seem to have a tendency to lose my friends. josh called bye guys.