Jun 12, 2005 19:21
Everyone around me seems to be getting boyfriends and what not. I feel lonely. I have my friends, and I love them all to death. I really do. They are there for me 24/7, whenever I need them. But I miss having someone else to run to, someone to cuddle with, or someone to talk to every night before I go to sleep. I dont know, I feel stupid complaining about something like this. I know ya'll probably think Im acting immature and stuff but Im sorry, I know my day will probably come! But just sometimes I feel alone and stuff and think I'll feel like this for a long time. Whoever I start to like or whatever never feels the same way for me. ever. (at least most of the time, I figure they dont cuz they never tell me otherwise) They already have girlfriends, or only like me as a friend and nothing more, or like someone else at the time. Its like practically guarenteed. and it sucks. And those who end up liking me, I dont feel like anything more than friends with them. Ugh, i dont know anymore. Im done complaining. I hate complaining. But sometimes I just have to ya know? And I might as well write about it in here since I have nothing else to write about and nothing else to do. Sorry if I wasted your time posting this!