Drama, Tears And.......... all of it at church
hey,
Tonight was a night full of drama. It all started awhile ago but some people just don't need to know the story about it. I am so lost and confused about Lynsey. I try to confort her but I just ant to cry with her. I have never been througfh a break up. I have never had a real relationship for that matter. So I really don't know what to do. Well at church I was walking around and everyone was in a small circle taking well I just kept walking. I was just thinking about all the things that were happing to Lyndsey and then I started thinking about my problems and that was the braking point. I went back in were non of them could see me and sat back down and just started to write whatever was on my mind. I did not want Lyndsey to see me but she did. I felt so guilty about cring. I was trying to be strong for her. She was like is this about you know who (not saying any names) and I was like no it is about David. I just lost my best friend and then the guy that I was crushing on for awhile. (don't know the stories just back track in the journal) but I thought I was over him. I guess I was wrong about that. I need to get over him. He got over the fact that I liked him. Yes I said like. It never became anything ecept for a very strong friendship. Like we would hold hands and things like that. We never kissed or went out with friends or anything . So it stayed a friendship. So here I am thinking about how I am going to confort Lydsey without cring.
Let me tell you what went on doring church. Nothing to special. but I was siting there with Brandon, Liz, Lyndsey. Me and Daniel. Well I was in the midle and I know what it feels like to still like someone and then see them with someone else. The thing is I was in between Lyndsey and Daniel. So yeah i know what it is like. I just felt bad and I was thinking Oh don't hate me. I was also thinking we are just friends. So I was like I hope she don't get mad at him or something. I would not want that. That would be bad. I just don't like geting people in trouble. I would feel so guilty about it .
"Dead On Arrival"
i hope this is the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's been dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
this conversation's been dead on
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
no, it's not the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's still dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
when you're dead on
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your...
whoo!
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
so-o-o-o
this is side one
flip me over
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
here is your...
I love that song. Well anyways. It is late and I have to work to morrow. Don't get me wrong I love my job. Who don't love a baby. It pays really good money so Im not going anywhere anytime soon. Like I said it is late.
^_^leslie
Tonight was a night full of drama. It all started awhile ago but some people just don't need to know the story about it. I am so lost and confused about Lynsey. I try to confort her but I just ant to cry with her. I have never been througfh a break up. I have never had a real relationship for that matter. So I really don't know what to do. Well at church I was walking around and everyone was in a small circle taking well I just kept walking. I was just thinking about all the things that were happing to Lyndsey and then I started thinking about my problems and that was the braking point. I went back in were non of them could see me and sat back down and just started to write whatever was on my mind. I did not want Lyndsey to see me but she did. I felt so guilty about cring. I was trying to be strong for her. She was like is this about you know who (not saying any names) and I was like no it is about David. I just lost my best friend and then the guy that I was crushing on for awhile. (don't know the stories just back track in the journal) but I thought I was over him. I guess I was wrong about that. I need to get over him. He got over the fact that I liked him. Yes I said like. It never became anything ecept for a very strong friendship. Like we would hold hands and things like that. We never kissed or went out with friends or anything . So it stayed a friendship. So here I am thinking about how I am going to confort Lydsey without cring.
Let me tell you what went on doring church. Nothing to special. but I was siting there with Brandon, Liz, Lyndsey. Me and Daniel. Well I was in the midle and I know what it feels like to still like someone and then see them with someone else. The thing is I was in between Lyndsey and Daniel. So yeah i know what it is like. I just felt bad and I was thinking Oh don't hate me. I was also thinking we are just friends. So I was like I hope she don't get mad at him or something. I would not want that. That would be bad. I just don't like geting people in trouble. I would feel so guilty about it .
"Dead On Arrival"
i hope this is the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's been dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
this conversation's been dead on
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
no, it's not the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's still dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
when you're dead on
a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your...
whoo!
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
so-o-o-o
this is side one
flip me over
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
here is your...
I love that song. Well anyways. It is late and I have to work to morrow. Don't get me wrong I love my job. Who don't love a baby. It pays really good money so Im not going anywhere anytime soon. Like I said it is late.
^_^leslie