FUCK!!!!!!!
you know how every once in a while you get a job and you just hate your boss. well that's me. so i babysit it is still a fucking job. i still have a boss and i get paid. but that is not the big deal. the girl i work for don't get on my nerves at all it is the guy. he just fucking scares me. not like he is going to attack me oe something. just he is so fliping weird. like the other day he said something about my fucking clothes....... ok i did not like that at all. then he said something about my shoes. i happen to like my chuck's thank you very much so he can just fucking lay off about that. oh but really mase me mad was the fact that he said something about my hair........ MY FUCKING HAIR. i love my hair too so he can just fuck off about that too. anyways i can conplain about this guy all night. the thing is that he use to be hesvy into drugs. so of course he is not all there. he says the weirdest things at the wrong times. like just last friday. out of the fucking blue he was like i think we are going to have to fire leslie., and me was thinking what the fuck. but i did not say anything. and then today he was like do you remember how many bottles he got friday. i was like no. i was thinking i have had a fucking rough weekend. and he was like well..... we went to his grandparents house this weekend. and they werre like he is loosing weight. and i was thinking he is fucking 8 months old he is growing and so he is bound to loose fucking weight.then he was like i want him to have four 8oz bottles and three 4 oz bottes.he was like i want my boy to be big. me was thinking he already weighs 30 pounds at 8 months old that is fat enough. but i do as im told becuase i get paid to do it. but i don't like it but i do it. so im going to stop complaning and just start talking....
my brother picked me up from work today. becuase im a loser and can't drive. never really wanted to till recetly. well anyway. we were going to my house and he was like leslie you are going to be proud of me and i was like oh really why. and he was just listen, and then he tured on a cd and the music hit my ears and i was like OMG. that is Crossfade. and i was like im very poud. he was like why did you never tell me about them and i was like i didn't know you would like them. he was like yeah. and them he was like they kick ass. oh look were getting along. i love when we do that. it is so much better then fighting all the time.
ok i have to say this, what is up with the backstreet boys coming back. i won't lie and say i never liked them or nsync. those were my teenie days. but enough of my past. but in my own opinon they fucking suck.they just need to give it up, and remember the glory dsys. wait did they have any of those. but i think they should move on. no one wants to see 5 guys sing and dance. now it is all about the rock bands and rapers. don't they know anything.
"Flood"
Rain, rain on my face
It hasn't stopped raining for days
My world is a flood
Slowly I become one with the mud
[Chorus:]
But if I can't swim after forty days
and my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me up
Lift me up - when I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again
Downpour on my soul
Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control
Dark sky all around
I can't feel my feet touching the ground
[Chorus]
Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams still flowing
Cast down all the waves of sin
And guilt that overthrow me
[Chorus]
Lift me up - when I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again
i love that song. i just like hearing it it makes me happy. i just need something in my life that will make me happy again and right now it is music and writing. i know that is stupid. but that is how i get through things. but i guess a lot of people do that. so im not the only one. and i thought i was all alone in that.
^_^leslie
my brother picked me up from work today. becuase im a loser and can't drive. never really wanted to till recetly. well anyway. we were going to my house and he was like leslie you are going to be proud of me and i was like oh really why. and he was just listen, and then he tured on a cd and the music hit my ears and i was like OMG. that is Crossfade. and i was like im very poud. he was like why did you never tell me about them and i was like i didn't know you would like them. he was like yeah. and them he was like they kick ass. oh look were getting along. i love when we do that. it is so much better then fighting all the time.
ok i have to say this, what is up with the backstreet boys coming back. i won't lie and say i never liked them or nsync. those were my teenie days. but enough of my past. but in my own opinon they fucking suck.they just need to give it up, and remember the glory dsys. wait did they have any of those. but i think they should move on. no one wants to see 5 guys sing and dance. now it is all about the rock bands and rapers. don't they know anything.
"Flood"
Rain, rain on my face
It hasn't stopped raining for days
My world is a flood
Slowly I become one with the mud
[Chorus:]
But if I can't swim after forty days
and my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me up
Lift me up - when I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again
Downpour on my soul
Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control
Dark sky all around
I can't feel my feet touching the ground
[Chorus]
Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams still flowing
Cast down all the waves of sin
And guilt that overthrow me
[Chorus]
Lift me up - when I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again
i love that song. i just like hearing it it makes me happy. i just need something in my life that will make me happy again and right now it is music and writing. i know that is stupid. but that is how i get through things. but i guess a lot of people do that. so im not the only one. and i thought i was all alone in that.
^_^leslie