Jan 06, 2005 20:37
hey,
i hate trying to talk to people. i use to do it no problem but, things happen. i knew this guy about 6 years now and we use to go to church together and we liked each other but he could never tell me he did. all my friends and all of his friends would say he did but he never wanted to talk about it. so i did not really talk about it that much anymore. well he got the chance of a lifetime and got a record dreal and he took it. it is christan music but he has the voice for it. i always thought the reason we never dated was becuase there wqas something wrong with me. the thing is that was not the poujnt at all. he did not want to hurt me. well he had to leave sudenly and i found out when everyone found out. he was moving to Tenessee. so we talked, we cried, and just held each other. then he said the last thing i will hear in say and that was he loved me. then he walked away from me. i just stood there and i cried that is all that i could do. and he left just like that. so now im shy around guys more them i am around girls and i guess you can see why.
love unknown
i sit here on this gloomy day,
i think about your voice, and what makes you, you,
you always brought a smile to my face,
i always wanted to ne around you,
you made me feel special,
you made me feel beautiful,
im glad our lives crossed paths,
you canged my life,
you always spent time with me,
you didn't have to do that,
but you did,
then one day i get the heart breaking news,
you would be leaving us,
you would be leaving me,
you left a gap in my life,
and i feel so incomplet,
your living my dream,
and i still dream of you,
your the guy that took my heart,
and im the girl that is in love with you.