Dec 25, 2004 20:48
yeah i deleted everything here.. you could say i did not get my way. i got mad and got thre guy i liked,but you can't win them all, he was a great guy and i did something wrong, i wish i never did it. i wanted to get to know him and just spend time with him. i would have given him moey if he need it, butwe never got that far.but it is ok, we hardly talk anymore and i hate that. we are just friends and that is ok. it is just really hard to talk to him sometimes. don't know what to say or what to talk about.i just thought he liked me and i said some really bad things to him like he never cared and i know he did. i am really sorry about that too. i can see why he don't like me anymore and i don't blame him at all. i can be pushy, forward and a BITCH. and i am so sorry for all that. i am really not like that and i hope he knows that.......... sorry