Oct 06, 2008 22:35
I just got to the part in Eclipse where Bella kisses jacob for motivation that he comes back, and i am dying!
I seriously love these books but they make me feel sooo lonely. and terrified that I will never feel that way about someone. Even the way she loves jacob. God. I love people like that but they don't love me the same way.
I miss having someone in my life that I could just look at and talk to and they would calm down. Damn it.
Sometimes I just miss the touch.
but not him. nope. Now i really want to find someone who will make me feel like Bella does with edward. or jacob. I am not picky. :)
Is he real? or merely fiction?