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It has been brought to my attention by Miss Sandy and my dear friend Chad that I haven't been updating in awhile. So I officially apologize, and here is your new news:
Been working like mad still, in fact I'm the only associate working basically. My oh-so smart manager gave pretty much everyone the same fucking time off. Leaving me to work 40 hours a week even though I'm only part time and I'm not getting benefits or any of the other things you get when you work 40 hours. Yeah...
I've also come down with some kind of cold or crazy fucking allergies. I can't decide which but I'm congested, sneezy, and basically fucking miserable. But I am feeling better today and hope that tomorrow brings continued improvement.
I get to move into my apartment soon. All I have to do is get rent money together. Which might result in me having to whore myself out to scrape it all together... Somehow I don't think Ian would be happy with that though... Once again the UW has screwed me over, my financial aid pays for my housing, but my aid isn't disbursed to my account until school starts, but I have to pay rent up front before I can move in. I hate being poor...
This summer has been a complete whirlwind, and to be perfectly honest, I'm torn between wanting to get back into the school scene and just letting summer never end. I have fallen for Ian a lot harder than I ever should, but there's nothing I can do to change the way I feel about him now. And every day that passes that brings us closer to the day he leaves, makes my heart break a little... We've officially decided to stay together and to work things out long distance. He's not going that far away, but it's still going to suck majorly and I'm going to miss him like crazy... I wish he was just going to school here close by, but everything good in my life has never come without a price.
In a complete nutshell, life right now is very up, down, all around happy, sad, elated, and depressed. I can't seem to hold onto one feeling long enough...
Been working like mad still, in fact I'm the only associate working basically. My oh-so smart manager gave pretty much everyone the same fucking time off. Leaving me to work 40 hours a week even though I'm only part time and I'm not getting benefits or any of the other things you get when you work 40 hours. Yeah...
I've also come down with some kind of cold or crazy fucking allergies. I can't decide which but I'm congested, sneezy, and basically fucking miserable. But I am feeling better today and hope that tomorrow brings continued improvement.
I get to move into my apartment soon. All I have to do is get rent money together. Which might result in me having to whore myself out to scrape it all together... Somehow I don't think Ian would be happy with that though... Once again the UW has screwed me over, my financial aid pays for my housing, but my aid isn't disbursed to my account until school starts, but I have to pay rent up front before I can move in. I hate being poor...
This summer has been a complete whirlwind, and to be perfectly honest, I'm torn between wanting to get back into the school scene and just letting summer never end. I have fallen for Ian a lot harder than I ever should, but there's nothing I can do to change the way I feel about him now. And every day that passes that brings us closer to the day he leaves, makes my heart break a little... We've officially decided to stay together and to work things out long distance. He's not going that far away, but it's still going to suck majorly and I'm going to miss him like crazy... I wish he was just going to school here close by, but everything good in my life has never come without a price.
In a complete nutshell, life right now is very up, down, all around happy, sad, elated, and depressed. I can't seem to hold onto one feeling long enough...