Hmm
hmm, must do revision! did a little bio today, but not sure how much has actually stayed in my head tho! :/
Still nothing from alex, and im determined not to chase him on this, if he wants to talk to me, let him start the convo. His loss if he doesnt i guess, ill just move on, as usual. I never seem to have any luck with blokes :(
In a way im really looking forward to going back to school on mon, it'll be good to see everyone again, but i wish i didnt have exams or lessons. be so much better then!
I hate the way some people expect me to be totally over dad, its a thing esp around special times of the year, that im never gonna forget or be over. Birthdays, christmas, new year, and other special occasions, are always gonna be hard. Some people who have no idea what it is like to lose someone they are close to should wait until they do, before trying to tell me how i should feel right now!
I managed to drive the car up and down the drive today without stalling the engine :D hopefully this means my clutch control is beginning to improve. Maybe my instructor will notice the difference when i have my lesson on sun, i hope so.
Wish i hadnt had sweet n sour chicken for dinner today, it's made me feel sick :( *sulks* it tasted really nice at the time too.
Dunno whether im just reading too much into somethings, but im wondering if i should turn this into a friends only diary... cos too many coincedences are happening, its like some people are reading this to then put one over on me or other people to do with me... :|
Still nothing from alex, and im determined not to chase him on this, if he wants to talk to me, let him start the convo. His loss if he doesnt i guess, ill just move on, as usual. I never seem to have any luck with blokes :(
In a way im really looking forward to going back to school on mon, it'll be good to see everyone again, but i wish i didnt have exams or lessons. be so much better then!
I hate the way some people expect me to be totally over dad, its a thing esp around special times of the year, that im never gonna forget or be over. Birthdays, christmas, new year, and other special occasions, are always gonna be hard. Some people who have no idea what it is like to lose someone they are close to should wait until they do, before trying to tell me how i should feel right now!
I managed to drive the car up and down the drive today without stalling the engine :D hopefully this means my clutch control is beginning to improve. Maybe my instructor will notice the difference when i have my lesson on sun, i hope so.
Wish i hadnt had sweet n sour chicken for dinner today, it's made me feel sick :( *sulks* it tasted really nice at the time too.
Dunno whether im just reading too much into somethings, but im wondering if i should turn this into a friends only diary... cos too many coincedences are happening, its like some people are reading this to then put one over on me or other people to do with me... :|