Geez, why don't you just say how you really feel? TO MY FACE
We have all made mistakes haven't we? Especially when we were drinking? So why then, when people obviously know that is the case do they give so much value to what you say in such a situation and then use it against you to publically bash you and discuss how they truly feel about you anyway with total strangers. In fact, yes I was intoxicated and yes I did speak the truth, but it was only in trying to reach out and tell you that I really wanted to be a part of the important parts of your life. I may not have gone about it in the best manner, but sometimes when you have had a few drinks your inhibitions are lessened and you say things that you have wanted to say for a while- even though it may not come across properly. You ought to know that, you have dated enough people with substance abuse problems. For the way it happened- yes, I do apoplogize, on the other hand, what you have written publically about me for people who don't even know me to read really makes me open my eyes and confirms why it is a waste of time to try and form bonds with people anyway- they always burn you in the long run.
I am glad that I have TRIED so hard to be close to and bend over backwards for someone who has hated me all along anyway. Sorry that I only wanted to be a part of things that were important in your life. Shame on me anyway for continuing to try. I mean - you rejected me everytime I have tried to have a relationship with you, made me feel unimportant and that you didn't really give a shit about me anyway on more occasions than I can count and yet I kept coming back for more. Sorry I interfered with your life and tried to persue a relationship that you were obviously never interested in in the first place.
That's ok though. I know all the bridges you've burned in your life and now you have just added me to the list! Maybe someday fate will kick you in the butt and you will realize what you what you have done to alot of people-not just me, and you won't be able to take back all the bridges you've burned, then what? For now, continue play your games and manipulate people who only want the best for you. I hope your life works out the way you want it to. It's your life but remember this- Theres bound to be some consequences-Then what? You never know when it will be too late. Life is way to unpredictable and short to take those kind of chances though.
I am glad that I have TRIED so hard to be close to and bend over backwards for someone who has hated me all along anyway. Sorry that I only wanted to be a part of things that were important in your life. Shame on me anyway for continuing to try. I mean - you rejected me everytime I have tried to have a relationship with you, made me feel unimportant and that you didn't really give a shit about me anyway on more occasions than I can count and yet I kept coming back for more. Sorry I interfered with your life and tried to persue a relationship that you were obviously never interested in in the first place.
That's ok though. I know all the bridges you've burned in your life and now you have just added me to the list! Maybe someday fate will kick you in the butt and you will realize what you what you have done to alot of people-not just me, and you won't be able to take back all the bridges you've burned, then what? For now, continue play your games and manipulate people who only want the best for you. I hope your life works out the way you want it to. It's your life but remember this- Theres bound to be some consequences-Then what? You never know when it will be too late. Life is way to unpredictable and short to take those kind of chances though.