what a change
alot has happened since i have last updated. in my last entry i talked about being worried over some guy, but im not anymore. only because i have realized i dont need anyone to make me happy.he led me on, and dropped me faster than i could have imagine....and it didnt hurt at all, because i didnt need him, and i dont need any guy to make me feel good. so right now im just focused on having a good a time, and living life like i want to. im not so consumed in looking good, or being what he wants, because if he really liked me he'd like me for who i am already...and i nice friend pointed that out for me. lately i have been hanging out ALOT with my cousin jovi..and i think she is the one person who has helped lately in becoming more independent...i just value our talks so much, because she always seems to shed some light into my own perspective. school is going ok, and as my math teacher would say, im the smartest person in the world....but we all know thats way off....by the way, i got a cast role in the school play, so you all have to come see me be a big tomboy bitch who turns out to be slutty......i cant beleive i play that role....lol... anyways, ill keep updating because my life is really getting interesting these days...but ill save the gossip for my next entry...