this is hard to say
okay, so, i need to just get this out there and over with, because most of the people that read this live in new jersey, and need to know what is actually going on before i just show up at home with no explanation.
some of you know, and some of you don't, that i have been struggling with clinical depression and anxiety for a few years now. I don't really want to get into the serious details, but yesterday I hit rock bottom, and made a life altering decision that i am going to withdraw from all of my classes, and come and live home in westfield for a few months, so i can really work on my problem and get better.
This means I will be home from March 1st - ? Probably the end of May. I know it is hard for most people to understand, because it's kind of shocking and out of the blue, but I am very good at covering up the disease,and now I just want to deal with it and get it over with so I can really start living.
Anyway, I am excited to start over, because I really need to focus on me for a little while. It also means that I will be in New Jersey, the best place in the world, and I will get to see and hang out with all you guys as much as I can.
So yeah, if you read this, thanks for listening. This is gonna be a tough next few months.
some of you know, and some of you don't, that i have been struggling with clinical depression and anxiety for a few years now. I don't really want to get into the serious details, but yesterday I hit rock bottom, and made a life altering decision that i am going to withdraw from all of my classes, and come and live home in westfield for a few months, so i can really work on my problem and get better.
This means I will be home from March 1st - ? Probably the end of May. I know it is hard for most people to understand, because it's kind of shocking and out of the blue, but I am very good at covering up the disease,and now I just want to deal with it and get it over with so I can really start living.
Anyway, I am excited to start over, because I really need to focus on me for a little while. It also means that I will be in New Jersey, the best place in the world, and I will get to see and hang out with all you guys as much as I can.
So yeah, if you read this, thanks for listening. This is gonna be a tough next few months.