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ignore my last entry.
i fucking hate break.
i think i'm gonna go back to boston on saturday, and never, ever come back here.
--edit--
we broke up. i'm "too emotional" and "too christian"
yep. i'm not gonna say i'm okay with this, but it explains why he hasnt called me in 9 days. it just sucks that i came home basically to be with him, and i visited him twice. i just feel like i wasted a lot of time with this. its been 2 years in, i mean we have been on and off for 2 years and i put a lot of time and effort into this relationship, for nothing. i wanted it to work, and it didnt. i guess i'm just meant to always get hurt. but this time it hurts more than ever. i dont want to get back to how i was when i was so depressed i couldnt even get out of bed. i'm really scared to be alone again. 2 years wasted.