SO UpsetinG
tonight was the worst night ive had in awhile...not because of what i did or who i hungout with...just because of all the stupid shit i had to go through...
this guy pat hes sooo cool...hes a great friend hes nice and funny and listens =) and well i guess he wanted to han gout with me tonight but i wanted to hang out with serena and just stay around here and not have to lie to my mom just to go to state college for a few hours with a boy i hardly know...i thought it was understandable...but me not hanging out with him triggered this whole thing...he got all mad and called me a liar and a druggy and all this shit....just becuase im not like moticated to go take pics for him...
sorry i mean if im not motivated to go take pics. for some one i really care about (rabitt) then im certainly not gonna go out of my way to take pics for a guy i like dont know anything about..
so now im all upset and shit scared that i may have lost a good friend over some stupid pictures and yeah i always say i'll take pics....but i put it off always because i dread it im much to insecure to take pics. of myslef and then make myself feel even more shitty by sending the pics. to people...and i have my reasons for being like that =(
guys will only bring me trouble i dont know why i try
this guy pat hes sooo cool...hes a great friend hes nice and funny and listens =) and well i guess he wanted to han gout with me tonight but i wanted to hang out with serena and just stay around here and not have to lie to my mom just to go to state college for a few hours with a boy i hardly know...i thought it was understandable...but me not hanging out with him triggered this whole thing...he got all mad and called me a liar and a druggy and all this shit....just becuase im not like moticated to go take pics for him...
sorry i mean if im not motivated to go take pics. for some one i really care about (rabitt) then im certainly not gonna go out of my way to take pics for a guy i like dont know anything about..
so now im all upset and shit scared that i may have lost a good friend over some stupid pictures and yeah i always say i'll take pics....but i put it off always because i dread it im much to insecure to take pics. of myslef and then make myself feel even more shitty by sending the pics. to people...and i have my reasons for being like that =(
guys will only bring me trouble i dont know why i try