Nov 24, 2004 10:16
i feel like death today im sooo tired and i hurt...
but anna REALLY REALLY brightend my day she burnt the new me first cd i cant wait to get home and listen to it. <--thats a really dorky statement haha
anyway ive been sooo depressed i just dont know what to do theres nothing that makes me happy. i mean i have some decent times but im still not really happy i completely give up im done searching for happiness. at least i can always have the feeling of numbness and thats almost as good
im crushed