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Well I was really sick yesterday which sucked but i'm better now so thats good. Work was boring as usual but when I get that check it'll all be worth it. I been spending alot of time with my lovely gf Lauren and yet it still doesn't seem like enuff... ahh the feeling of being in love, so great. I wish people hadn't seen us fighting at the starbar a week and half ago cuz now i've come to find out that people think i'm an asshole and treat her like shit... which is really gay considering I treat her like a queen and we were just having a bad day and having an arguement. Thats perfectly normal yet people see me upset with her and immediately judge me as an asshole. Whatever fighting doesn't make people assholes. That was probably my only bad day with her too since we've been back together... oh well. I'm sick of not having a band of mine work out. I go and support all my friends at their shows and it just sucks having to sit on the sidelines and watch them play when I know I should be up there as well cuz thats y I was put on this earth, to rock your fucking head off! haha... anywayz this weekend I might go with Shawn to City Club.. i dunno yet tho. I can't wait for my hunny to come over tonight. Well i'm off for now....