Jun 22, 2005 14:14
Omg. I feel soooo bad! I want to cut soooo badly but I can cuz my mom noticed my arm and I told her the cat scratched me and I dunno if she believed me or not! My life is soo bad especially when I cant cut cause it relieves so much tension and makes me feel so good...Ive been listening to taking back sunday I relly like them. I feel like dying..
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at least not until i can push you too the floor, stand on top of you and jump up and down on your face while i am wearing spike heels, the take a bottle of bleach and pour it into your eyes, slice open your stomach, rip out your internal organs, but not kill you, pour bleach into your insides, then fill the space with hot coals and sew you back up. then, before you died, i would chop off you firgers, toes, ears and nose and make you eat them. then i would slowly rip the skin off of your barelty-alive body and soak what is left of you in gasoline, then light you on fire. then you can die, but only after you have experienced so much psychical pain that you can not possibley put it into words, as there is no word in the english language that could possibley come even close to desscribeing the sheer, cruel, agongy that i would love, so much, to put you through.
and that does not even begin to express my sheer hatrid for you, i only do not go on because i do not belive there are words in existance to describe what i feel. the sheer thought of you makes me want to slice of all of my skin, eat it, throw it up, eat that, poop it out, eat the poop, and then shove my arms and legs into a giant blender while they are still attached to my body, and go though live a nub without arms or legs, with the wounds never healing and causeing the most severely excrusiating pain in my life. and i belive that 99.99999999999% of the population of the planet earth would feel the same if they met you.
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