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I don't think I've really written in here for awhile. But anyways. I got online Thursday and this dude that I've known for awhile wrote me. Except we've never really talked.He's friends with Val's b/f and Robby and all them. He is so fuckin hott. I dunno how he got my screenname but I'm glad he did. =D Anyways,he said I was hott. And he was like so when can I get your digits. And I was like uhh I didn't know you wanted them. He was like yeah I've wanted them ever since we met on Halloween. hahah. WELL I told him I was goin over to Val's and Richard's later. And I told him that I was goin over there at like 5 or 6. Soo..when I went over there..He was there! haha. Val said he never comes over there and it's kinda funny that he came over all of a sudden when I told him I was gonna be there. Well he was all like come sit on my lap. And I told him I couldn't cuz of what other people would think. Cuz I know Robby likes me and all..and they are good friends. But I went with Val to get her a kitten and he didn't want me to go. hehe. Well Jerrod and everyone was over there. And at like one point we all walked up to the store. Twas pretty fun,cuz I can't stop thinking about him! The next day we talked online,and he said I made him feel left out. And I was like man I didn't mean to,it's just I'm kinda anti-social cuz I am. He gave me two ciggs. =) Well he's up in okc right now. And he's like he wishes I was there and stuff. And he can't wait to get back to see my face. He's really sweet and I can't believe someone so hott likes me like that. Cuz I know his g/f and him just broke up..but she cheated on him alot and stuff..plus she was married. But I mean usually I don't like anyone this much..or I really just don't give a shit. But there's just something about him that I really like. lol. I'm so pathetic. But it's all good. I know he's going to basic training in a few months and he wanted to know if we could hook up when he got back. I was like yeah if u do. haha he said he did. But I know I shouldn't get my hopes up.
Anyways this whole fuckin entry is about a guy. But it's all good. I really need a cigg and I probably won't get one til Thursday. Okay it was weird the other day cuz my lil brother handed me a bag of weed. He said he found it on the way to the busstop. But shit..I don't know anyone around here that smokes weed except Fletcher. So maybe it was his or something. But that is weird cus you just don't find a bag of weed in the road. Especially in this neighborhood. hah. Oh well..that's kool though. I need to fuckin die cuz I don't wanna see how anything is gonna turn out. I know my ass is gonna get rejected. But oh well...fuCk it. My lil sis is still up and it's 2:20 in the morning.so that means I gotta stay up too. =\ I'm tired as hayul. I need to fuckin wash my face. Well I'm gonna go do that now,and THINK. ByE ByE.