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This really sux. I smoked my last ciggarette last night. It's fucking Sunday. I hate Sundays. I cleaned all day yesterday. I really just hate being in this town. I'm getting the fuck out of here as soon as I can. There's nothing here for me..but my "so called friends." Fuck all that. Because no one gives a shit. They have their own life,and their own friends. Why would anyone want me to be around? They really don't. So everyone needs to stop saying that I'm their friend. I don't know if they're just trying to be nice or what. But I'm really not anyone's friend here. Yeah,I know I'm always here for everyone. I'll always be there for anyone who needs me. But,I know it doesn't matter,because none of my true friends live here. Maybe it's just me because I have all these social problems. But my true friends are Jessica,Shannon,and Val. The people we could just sit around and actually be ourselves. Talking about everything. Sayin when we needed to take a shit. LoL. I really miss those days. I don't know. I know I'm just complaining. But I'm SO tired of being here. I'm wasting my life here,when there's not shit here for me. It's been two fucking years since I've seen Jess and Shannon. We're all going crazy. I know for sure I'm going there in September. So it's all good. Well,I'm gonna go get dressed. I think I'm going to steal a pack of ciggs from the store today. Wish me luck. Later.