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He's given me so many hints that he likes me and I've felt like asking him out and shit so many times. He feels so out of reach. Sometimes he right there and I feel like just pulling him close and cuddling him right then and there. But other times he acts kind of stand-offish. Sounds like there isnt much of a risk of rejection and I don't really think that's what I'm afraid of. We never really have a moment alone. We did but I felt it was too early to ask and he kept talking so I listened because I only wanted to know more about him at that point.
A few nights ago I had a dream about him. I went up to him and hugged him with my face buried in his chest. He let me in silence for a few seconds. Then told me he loved so much and wished we could be together but he had a g/f [named Veronica, Victoria, Vanessa, something of the sort] and was stuck in that relationship.
The weird thing is...is in reality he's single. I feel this odd feeling of misery, emptness, and even widowed...
A few nights ago I had a dream about him. I went up to him and hugged him with my face buried in his chest. He let me in silence for a few seconds. Then told me he loved so much and wished we could be together but he had a g/f [named Veronica, Victoria, Vanessa, something of the sort] and was stuck in that relationship.
The weird thing is...is in reality he's single. I feel this odd feeling of misery, emptness, and even widowed...