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ok so i haven't updated in a long ass time because my computer was all fucked up....don't ask it just was... so yeah school has been going really gay as shit.. i got into like a really retarted science class for next year and yeah.. Today in school i had a fire-drill and of course i didn't have a coat so i just told eveyone i was poor and i was the only poor kid in holmdel( seriously i am) and then i was telling them about not having heat and i will die and they'll be happy <3. so then we got let out of school early.. which was really awesome because i didn't have to sit through a borning ass math class.. oh yeah i got a math tutor for the gepas because i would never pass them by myself.( i'm just really stupid like that) she told me that i shouldn't be in intro and that i should have been taking algebra 1 so i spoke to my guidence coucler and he was like just stay there because i don't feel like switching you out of your class ( wow holmdel teachers are really lazy huh?) so now i got my report card and woohooo i got like a A in math so my parentals were like holy shit courtney this holmdel school is making you really smart i was like sure we can say that if you want. I wore my gay pride ring to school today and people were like are you gay and i was like no they were all like then why wear a gay pride ring to school i was like because it is pretty unlike you..asswholes... they always kill my daughter because my daughter wears hollister wrong and it is so sad... i hate it they like hate me and my children... omg i got into a fight with mr. laird because he wanted me to wear safty gogles and i was like no and then he wouldn't let me cut my car because i wouldn't wear the gogles so i made him do everything for me.. .then we were talking abour jackson kids vs holmdel kids and hes like who do you like better i was like J-Town all the way. The kids here are to stuck up with themselves and some are fake.. and he was like the only teacher who agreed with me ... Now hes my all time fav. teacher ( in holmdel that is ) this kid in my spaish class took my gay pride ring off me and threw it to another kid and like it hit the floor and mr.hauser found it and hes gay so i think he thinks i'm making fun of him.. i love gay people <3. so he told me that he liked my ring and i was like you better like it it matches your key ring .... my literacy teacher like thiks there something wrong with me or something.. we had these journals to do for school and i can say that she thinks i'm like sucidal or something... everyday after class she like talks to me and i'm like yeah well i have to get to my next class... shes always like wow what a great job in class today and wow what a great quiz grade and shit like that.... i don't even pass any of her test and or quizes and i find it very funny that she thinks that i am a good student .today in lunch i was screaming gay is the way and protect your lover use the rubber and all this shit so people were like wtf is wrong with you? i was like nothing at all what is wrong with you... so this girl in my spanish class hates me because i'm from jackson and shes always saying oh jackson people are different from people here and i was like what because not everyone has a 540451241 million dollar house? what because not all of us wear hollister ? what, not all of us get 5461541 pairs of shoes and go shopping everyday and we don't have to wear the same clothes twice... like were all still people and shes like oh theres alot of black people there and i was like theres alot of white people who think there black here and your point being what ? whatever people here think there in like a ghetto place and i'm like please wake up were living in fucking holmdel not the projects... asswholes.... i mean i never new ghetto people lived in 231565421 million dollar houses, got new shit everyday and never had to do a thing in their life... weird... but i guess i'll just go to school not talk to anyone and do my work..... lifes just a killer now huh ?
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