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Can't think of much to write tongiht, just thought i'd tell all y'all that i'm feeling a bit better today than normal which is an odd feeling!! I'm also thinking about throwing away my blades, hopefully for a bit longer than i normally manage to stay away from them as well!! I think it's what i want to do and how i want to move on at the moment but i'm rather scared to cos it's a big thing to do. Might do it tongiht when Lynne gets home, not sure i wanna do it by myself and she'll just sit and watch if i need her to. I'm also thinking this might be a good week to do it because Thursday will be exactly a year since Toby had to be put down. I've been thinking about him loads recently and i dunno, maybe it's a bit symbolistic to try to move on now, almost in memory to him. I'm sorry if you think i'm being a bit stupid, it's just he meant so much to me and i think he'd appreciate the gesture. Anyway, i'll stop my pathetic rambling there!!