Dec 30, 2004 12:51
Well i got sent home from work today cos i was ill. i'm not as ill as needing to be at home but hey, it's nice to sit and watch a film and talk to people on the net sometimes!! I should have a nice 24 hours coming up though, tonight i'm going to play Monopoly with Lynne, Jon and Cal and then tomorrow we're hitting the sales at the Trafford Centre which is going to be great!
Depression-wise i'm not feeling that great today. yesterday was fine, for the first time in ages i didn't feel depressed and wasn't thinking about cutting all day. But then today i feel crappy again, can't getting cutting out of my head very well and just want to curl up somewhere. Meh! I think i always feel worse though when i'm ill and when i've had a good day sometime recently so at least i was kinda prepared. I just wanna cut tho. grrr!!!
Hmm, that's all i can think of to say for now. hope you're all ok.
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