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everything has come to a screeching halt.....all my happiness was totally thrown out the window, today i could barley smile....im so hurt and i dont know what to do.....i think what changed was i was so happy with my life that i knew it was gonna end soon and today was that day when everything that was making me happy was crushed.......it always happens and i knew it was gonna catch me at somepoint...so im taking it as it comes like i always do and it hurts this time more then ever because its been awhile since i've felt so down.......so for awhile my smile will probably be no more and im sorry...this tests alot of things, the people there in the end will be the ones that should be.....you may all care right now but after awhile you wont...and the ones who will still care at the end im thankful for,for being there