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I'm grateful for savings and a credit card.
On the relationship front, I'm not so grateful. I wish I had more money. I wish I weren't so obsessed with saving up. I wish I could just be happy for long stretches of time. I wish I had someone to talk to about this, and that I'm trusted enough for people to talk to me when they have problems too. Except I don't know people all that much, do I?
Sometimes I feel like I'm a failure at being a human being. And sometimes I wish I didn't cry so much.
I wish Marbles were here. I'm sorry. For not thinking it was serious enough to go to the vet. For not taking better care of you. But thank you. I think you're probably the only one who was always there for me, even though it wasn't very long.
On the relationship front, I'm not so grateful. I wish I had more money. I wish I weren't so obsessed with saving up. I wish I could just be happy for long stretches of time. I wish I had someone to talk to about this, and that I'm trusted enough for people to talk to me when they have problems too. Except I don't know people all that much, do I?
Sometimes I feel like I'm a failure at being a human being. And sometimes I wish I didn't cry so much.
I wish Marbles were here. I'm sorry. For not thinking it was serious enough to go to the vet. For not taking better care of you. But thank you. I think you're probably the only one who was always there for me, even though it wasn't very long.