life since
Life since the last time i posted has been....hectic. I think thats the best way to put it.
There have been a lot of changes, ish. I made a purchase on an awesome new macbook which i'm really stoked about....i have started to edit some videos with it, and plan to do a lot more in the future. Hopefully...something decent will come of it.
I fell in and out of a huge pearl jam funk...and i'm now back in the middle of it, and can't get enough of them at this moment. Something about the emotion they release on stage...and the wish to release some of my own aggression, fear, desire, anger, disappointment and excitement.... all at the same time. Its a little nuts, this feeling.
There are rumblings that a change will happen with the job sometimes soon. I could take it or leave it, right now....i'm very comfortable with the job i'm doing, but there are some opportunities that I really want to see if i can handle. Its strange to be in a position where people are really kinda stoked and v. appreciative of what i've done...which means...expectations. Hence...my desire for all sorts of expression of fear, excitement and the overall "ohmygod whatdoIdonow?" feeling thats been creeping in....at the same time...i would relish the opportunity... i ... think. (damn indecision)
Bristol is decent, but... i really think the move would enhance my options for friendship and shinanigans, which i really would like to experience again. I don't know why i can't always get that sort of stuff right the first time. Who knows what will actually happen in the future. I guess the only thing I can try and do is make the right connections, ask the right questions, shut the hell up (should be high in the priority list) and then hope for the best....
we'll see how this journey continues. I just think that trying to concentrate on my current gig...and trying to make the next step a small hop, instead of a skip, step and leap is the best plan....now if only i could just fuggin do it!
here goes nothin....
There have been a lot of changes, ish. I made a purchase on an awesome new macbook which i'm really stoked about....i have started to edit some videos with it, and plan to do a lot more in the future. Hopefully...something decent will come of it.
I fell in and out of a huge pearl jam funk...and i'm now back in the middle of it, and can't get enough of them at this moment. Something about the emotion they release on stage...and the wish to release some of my own aggression, fear, desire, anger, disappointment and excitement.... all at the same time. Its a little nuts, this feeling.
There are rumblings that a change will happen with the job sometimes soon. I could take it or leave it, right now....i'm very comfortable with the job i'm doing, but there are some opportunities that I really want to see if i can handle. Its strange to be in a position where people are really kinda stoked and v. appreciative of what i've done...which means...expectations. Hence...my desire for all sorts of expression of fear, excitement and the overall "ohmygod whatdoIdonow?" feeling thats been creeping in....at the same time...i would relish the opportunity... i ... think. (damn indecision)
Bristol is decent, but... i really think the move would enhance my options for friendship and shinanigans, which i really would like to experience again. I don't know why i can't always get that sort of stuff right the first time. Who knows what will actually happen in the future. I guess the only thing I can try and do is make the right connections, ask the right questions, shut the hell up (should be high in the priority list) and then hope for the best....
we'll see how this journey continues. I just think that trying to concentrate on my current gig...and trying to make the next step a small hop, instead of a skip, step and leap is the best plan....now if only i could just fuggin do it!
here goes nothin....