Lonelyness Syndrome.

[curvededge]

I think the month before christmas has this odd effect on people, it may have to do with the fact christmas is comming, or the idea of another new year but all these people suddenly proclaim that they are lonely and this is the point where they become desperate.
It's sad. Not that I'm any better. I'm just pretending I don't feel lonely.

Then there is all the chirstmas specials with all that affection and love, with the warm fire places and candles and all you want to do is grab the nearest hobo and cuddle with them. Ok, I'm kidding, nearest thing to a human being, that you can find, that emits adequate amounts of body heat.

I am lonely but I don't care. If I date a girl it's going to be a shallow relationship Like: if I possibly, ask that Jenna girl out.

I can't buy anyone presents this year and it makes me sad.
I have to go to Cold Lake for christmas vacation. I am being forced to leave Edmonton. I can't make any money in fucking CL. GRRRR. ANGER.
oh well, I guess I need the rest.

Drums and guitar and my keyboard. I wanna make music, no matter how terrible the tune.

I now have a bunch of Billy Idol songs on the computer, that Bailey so generoualy sent me.
<3