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[curvededge]

I don't hate Nadine.
It's not in me.
it was gang mentality
it was cruel

it's my self esteem taking yet another hit.
My life taking yet another turn.

so there.
I don't hate her.

we talked.
she said she was sorry over and over again
and no.
no more hate.
not for me.
that is up to her.

I'm bitter.
a bomb ready to go off
but nothing more
I'll trust no one for a bit

because even my cousins betrayed me.
...they aren't the brightest apples...
but I love them...I knew she would not like me being homosexual.
they told me it was fine to tell her
i didn't
she found out
the end
I'll be fine.

AND THIS IS MY GODDAMN PLACE TO RANT AND RAVE ABOUT MY LIFE AND JUST EVERYTHING!!!!! bitch. complain. be dramatic. Kay!!!!

No judging.
Can't stop yah...