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I swear. I feel like I'm evaporating. All my parts just won't stick together anymore. I can't be held together.
I'm so damn lost. I don't know what's going on all of a sudden.
(It's not like anything has happened. I'm not hiding anything.)
Just suddenly everything feels so empty. And there feels like there is something worth reaching and it's in front of me. Several inches. But it isn't really there. Or. I can't see it.
Just suddenly. Just now.
I feel so depressed. I feel bitter. Angry. Evil. And I don't believe in evil, so I'm what I used to think evil would be like.
Maybe it's too much for me. I'm learning to much about life. I am opening my eyes too quickly. It's overwhelming me and I can't adjust my whole self fast enough.
I want some escape. I want to fall asleep.
I'm so damn lost. I don't know what's going on all of a sudden.
(It's not like anything has happened. I'm not hiding anything.)
Just suddenly everything feels so empty. And there feels like there is something worth reaching and it's in front of me. Several inches. But it isn't really there. Or. I can't see it.
Just suddenly. Just now.
I feel so depressed. I feel bitter. Angry. Evil. And I don't believe in evil, so I'm what I used to think evil would be like.
Maybe it's too much for me. I'm learning to much about life. I am opening my eyes too quickly. It's overwhelming me and I can't adjust my whole self fast enough.
I want some escape. I want to fall asleep.