Wow
Haven't been around in a while and LJ has really updated its looks. Nothing too thrilling going on with me. Still married, Aidan is good. Have actually made a few new friends, one is particularly wonderful. Still working on the whole happiness thing. Wondering if I will ever be really happy so long as I am married to my husband, but I'm working on that. I think bad finances just adds to the stress too much. I'm not a fighter really though so it's not like I hollar fuss and fight unless he picks it with me which he has been doing less for the most part save for one big fuss recently.
I have decided I need to start exercising more again though. If I get back into better shape I'll feel better about myself. And since funds for plastic surgery aren't in my immediate future I guess I'll have to do it the old fashioned way :P Though I don't know how much exercise will help my desire for a nose job haha :) Well at least I'm in a pretty good mood, thanks to that friend of mine afore mentioned here. A good friend to have some fun with that's a pretty good bandage a lot of times. I just worry about being to negative, I'm trying not to be but sometimes it's tough, especially when searching for that glint of happiness. Don't get me wrong, I know blessings abound in my life, but happiness, real happiness seems to elude me a lot. I know I a happy person, somewhere inside, and that I have the capacity to be happy, I just need to do something, just not sure what. I believe you can make the choice to be happy but follow through is another story :P Pray for me those of you who are inclined to. Thanks :)
I have decided I need to start exercising more again though. If I get back into better shape I'll feel better about myself. And since funds for plastic surgery aren't in my immediate future I guess I'll have to do it the old fashioned way :P Though I don't know how much exercise will help my desire for a nose job haha :) Well at least I'm in a pretty good mood, thanks to that friend of mine afore mentioned here. A good friend to have some fun with that's a pretty good bandage a lot of times. I just worry about being to negative, I'm trying not to be but sometimes it's tough, especially when searching for that glint of happiness. Don't get me wrong, I know blessings abound in my life, but happiness, real happiness seems to elude me a lot. I know I a happy person, somewhere inside, and that I have the capacity to be happy, I just need to do something, just not sure what. I believe you can make the choice to be happy but follow through is another story :P Pray for me those of you who are inclined to. Thanks :)