Uh...Really!?
Um, did I really post before that I wanted to roll at Anime Expo? Was I fucking high? (I wish.) But now I feel retarded, 'cause I have no idea why I put that. Fuck, I'm a druggie. No joke. I'm constantly jonesing for something else. Ecstasy, acid, ketamine, weed. What ever I can get my hands on. But sadly, I lost my dealer's number when my phone was stolen. Oh yeah, did I mention my phone was stolen? Stupid people. Anyways, back on topic. I'd ask ol' Teegers for the number again, but nowadays I feel so damn awkward even messaging him. And I don't even think he cares a bit for me any more. I don't mean care, as in "care", I mean care as in "wants to be bothered with". Blah...I see him at a few raves now and then, which is awkward. But I say hi and try to be nice. I'd kill to know what he thinks of me...
So Prom...yeah...totally. I rolled. Great shit. The only way I would have been able to dance in front of people I ACTUALLY know. Thank god I did. I saw Kyle there as well. Damn he looks good in a tux. lol. It took every ounce of self-control I had left to not go talk to him or purposely run my fingers through his hair when I walked by x_x
Um, Galaktoidz was amazing btw. Totally worth having to put up with someone I don't care for much. And I mean care as in both the ways. He likes me. I don't like him. But I try and use him. Am I a bad person? I do what I need to do, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. Anyways, I saw Greenz and Cotton and Buttons again. I love those mutherfuckers so much. Great kids. I have like a major crush on Greenz. Did not help that he had his shirt off for the entire night xD Oh, that's also where I did acid for the first time. And of course I managed to fuck that shit up. My dumb ass didn't take the tab out of the foil. So I end up taking the foil along with the acid. So it didn't hit me till later that night when the foil loosed itself from the tab. At least I suspect that's how it happened. Does stomach acid dissolve foil? Like, gum wrapper foil? I don't care. I learned. Anyways, FUCK it was a trip. Best shit ever.
Not going to EDC. No ride. No one to buy my ticket for me. (I would have paid for it.) I know I'll get shit from the people I know. But, to put it simply, the nerd side of me is SO much stronger than the raver side of me. I'm talkin' money people. I have to buy Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep, Pokemon White once it's out in Japan (Ironically, they both come out in September in their respective countries.), and I need money for Anime Expo. ((And a cute, fuzzy, turtle backpack...but that's besides the point.))
I need a job. 'Nuff said.
Ummmm....school. It's close to ending. Finals. I hope I can maintain grades. Real world starts soon. Scary shit. I need a job. xD
LOST ended. Finale made me cry. GLEE finale made me cry. TV has been making me cry a lot lately. Fuck I've been emotional lately. No joke. Anything inspirational and touching has been getting to me.
And TV has been amazing btw. Persons Unknown will be an amazing show <3 Hell's Kitchen started again <3
Oh and now I have a boyfriend :)
He's amazing. His name is Jesus. (The Mexican version of that name xD )
He started talking to me and asked me out. We've had a few dates now and he asked me to be his boyfriend.
I said yes.
He makes me really happy. And he says I do the same to him. Which I'm really glad about.
I can't wait to see where this will go.
Oh, and as for Beat Artist: Chapter 4....I'm still writing it ><