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Hey kids hows it going? Ya It's been a while since I've written in this so I thought I would give an update on whats going on in my life.Where to start well I am working at Spinnakers again and I love it there. Um as far as my church life well what can I say I've been so busy and at the same time I've haven't really wanted to go. I went back to New Life a couple of times in the past year and when I went I felt like I didn't belong. And I went to Adore a couple of times and the same there. So I guess I just kinda been trying to do it all on my own but have failed. I actually kinda wish that things were like they way they were back in the day. Like prayer meeting and stuff. Durring those times I felt like I did belong but now everyone seemed to have seperated. And even my closest of friends it feels as though they ditched me. Like whatever happened to loyalty and unity. It seems as though those words don't mean much these days. Kinda lame actually. The Church preaches all about comunnity and ya there is comunity for those who are in the little christian Bubble but as for the people on the outside which is where I feel like I am there is no comunitty. I know I do have lots of good friends who are loyal and you guys know who you are. You guys are the friends that I could not see for ever but when we see eachother we pick up right where we left off. Those are the friends who I see loyalty in. Well that is my rant on the whole church thing.
Other then that I've just been working and going to shows. My social life has pretty much just been work. As the majority of the people I hang with I work with. I was hanging out with this one girl alot but that ended kinda wierd. Needless to say we don't hang anymore. We both kinda fell in love with eachother but she had a girlfriend. It was a really wierd situation. I was being good friends with both of them and they kinda wanted an open relationship so we tried it and well it was working at first but then it got all wierd and stuff. Ameris is the girls name and she just kinda cut all ties. She even quit Spinnakers. That actually really bummed me out. I told her that we should just work it out cause I knew we would be able to. She didn't get back to me on that one. So I'm just guessing she just needs to figure things out for herself. We became like best friends so for the last couple of weeks I haven't been hanging with anyone. I've acually been feeling kinda lonely. Anywyays I'm not sure what else to say so I guess I will end here.
Later Kids
Other then that I've just been working and going to shows. My social life has pretty much just been work. As the majority of the people I hang with I work with. I was hanging out with this one girl alot but that ended kinda wierd. Needless to say we don't hang anymore. We both kinda fell in love with eachother but she had a girlfriend. It was a really wierd situation. I was being good friends with both of them and they kinda wanted an open relationship so we tried it and well it was working at first but then it got all wierd and stuff. Ameris is the girls name and she just kinda cut all ties. She even quit Spinnakers. That actually really bummed me out. I told her that we should just work it out cause I knew we would be able to. She didn't get back to me on that one. So I'm just guessing she just needs to figure things out for herself. We became like best friends so for the last couple of weeks I haven't been hanging with anyone. I've acually been feeling kinda lonely. Anywyays I'm not sure what else to say so I guess I will end here.
Later Kids