::should I go now?::
The clouds came rolling in with death at the edges
The first struck from the north violent winds and aerie sounds
Whispers in the wind telling you to rebel
After this strike, kicked out and fenced in the yard
Like an unwanted lost dog
As time went bye anger of neglect ion took over me
I ran into the house yelling to come in
No one looked my way, as my stepmother rolled her evil eyes
And my father looked the other way
While all others gave me a face of no one wants you around
I turn around screaming I got to get out, I want to go home
Then I remember there is no where to go
As I sit on this outside picnic table
Thinking of how far I can go with fifth teen dollars
And some quarters jingling in my pocket
Another cloud is creeping in from the east
The apartments across the street scared me before
But never nothing like this
Door opened people came out staring crazy eyes
All this direction of this poor lonely boy
Behind closed door we wonder no more
All sins are wide open as I look inside these apartments
As I freak out I wake up from this
And I believe at this time
I need someone more than ever
She doesn’t pick up her phone
And I know she's awake
And even in real life I am really only my own
So I'll save up some money
Until I get enough to get on out of here
Cause the clouds are coming in
The time is now for me to get on out
I want to go home, wherever that may be
Cause like my mom, I don't think I'll ever feel loved
The first struck from the north violent winds and aerie sounds
Whispers in the wind telling you to rebel
After this strike, kicked out and fenced in the yard
Like an unwanted lost dog
As time went bye anger of neglect ion took over me
I ran into the house yelling to come in
No one looked my way, as my stepmother rolled her evil eyes
And my father looked the other way
While all others gave me a face of no one wants you around
I turn around screaming I got to get out, I want to go home
Then I remember there is no where to go
As I sit on this outside picnic table
Thinking of how far I can go with fifth teen dollars
And some quarters jingling in my pocket
Another cloud is creeping in from the east
The apartments across the street scared me before
But never nothing like this
Door opened people came out staring crazy eyes
All this direction of this poor lonely boy
Behind closed door we wonder no more
All sins are wide open as I look inside these apartments
As I freak out I wake up from this
And I believe at this time
I need someone more than ever
She doesn’t pick up her phone
And I know she's awake
And even in real life I am really only my own
So I'll save up some money
Until I get enough to get on out of here
Cause the clouds are coming in
The time is now for me to get on out
I want to go home, wherever that may be
Cause like my mom, I don't think I'll ever feel loved