i wish i had someone to make up my mind for me

[cursewords]

so yeah im back and im not sure whether or not i made the right decision. it was tempting to become a hippie and stay in chiapas. no not really, well not really the whole hippie thing but, it's somewhere i definitely would like to live for a while and explore a little bit more, maybe soon. i wannt go back already, but ill wait for something to happen to make me want to stay. im already bored.
i have a major project coming up, i think, i hope. hopefully that will occupy my mind.