palepinkvodkaveins

[curseonurlips]

love is just going on because. we're trying to get real. my bunk feels like a coffin but my corpse deserves a parade around the country. wearing makeup cause she said i was pretty in it but i know im just d(sh)ying. here's to spring cleaning (up all the messes we made over winter). ive got new habits and loves including: words all over again, bloody lips, and eff offs. "9 weeks can't change you". but you don't even get it. words just love me more. no worries though. you: "dang kid you just look so sad". me: "....". but im changing. get (re)born. i dont want this anymore.
drive me dead.

get busy living or get busy dying.