Apr 12, 2005 17:17
ah yes, life is weird. im losing my best friend. and i feel like shit. i want the summer to be here. i miss the old times. i miss driving around with the windows down and with my chemical romance turned up really loud and singing in the car... things have changed...drastically. and theres nothing i can do about it. if you read this-sorry i just left on saturday. i was just getting really frustrated with practically being invisible to you. thats just the way i felt. and this wasnt the first time and i just was through with it. i couldnt deal with it anymore. im sorry im such a shitty friend. i guess i dont feel like you ever want to hang out. you only want to be with a certain someone else and as your best friend i feel like shit.... *sigh* life is lame. anyways school god get me out of that hell hole. im so sick of it. 36days left? or at least something close to that. the ACT oh my god i dont ever want to take that again. i about died. the science part i was like wtf is this shit!!?? and the reading.. 35 minutes and 40 questions with 4 passages that are like a page long... not cool. you had no time to do it. so im sure i fucked that one up. i dont know what else to say.i'll just go update my ipod now...
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