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wow i havent wrote in a long time and i was gonna come bavk and write something but i relised i did 2 entrys ago.
Its so weird how we have all became so different, i have a new life, and alot of new friends that most people dont know about. Or even care to know about. But thats okay with me cause i know life changes. im not up every night taking pills and smoking pot, im at home with the love of my life talking about the house were going to but in the future and making plans for school. i dont sit around and talk about blue monkeys and green clovers ne more. Its just something that i have no intrest in any more, and really i think im better off that way.
i never really thought someone could change me this much but jeff did. everything that i used to do, or be just seems so childish and unresponsible to me now. Why would you want to sit around a take a bunch of drugs that could kill you all. One minute you could be having a great time and the next you could be on the floor dieing because your brain is shutting down. Thats sounds like a chance im not willing to take anymore.
iv lost too many friends and i really think by the end of this year im gonna loos one more. im just waiting for the phone call as sad as that sounds.i already have a few friends that i think it might be too. Wow thats sad.
Any ways happy news. Me and brittney applied for an appartment, we didnt get apporved but we are reapplying. And if you dont get approved again then jeff is really gonna buy that house in hamtramick. I know thats not the best place to live but ill be with jeff so i dont care. Love is a wonderfull thing lol.
i have to work at 5 today eww.... well actually im happy to be working afternoons cause randi is mad at me and being a total bitch about it. she keeps telling jeff that i should have got fired along time ago and shit. But this is the way i see it, if they really wanted to fire me they just would. im going job hunting all this weekend, im going to look at joes,hooters,fridays,apple bees,and ruby tuesdays. pretty much ne where, were i wont reak of coney dogs.
well im out ttyl
Its so weird how we have all became so different, i have a new life, and alot of new friends that most people dont know about. Or even care to know about. But thats okay with me cause i know life changes. im not up every night taking pills and smoking pot, im at home with the love of my life talking about the house were going to but in the future and making plans for school. i dont sit around and talk about blue monkeys and green clovers ne more. Its just something that i have no intrest in any more, and really i think im better off that way.
i never really thought someone could change me this much but jeff did. everything that i used to do, or be just seems so childish and unresponsible to me now. Why would you want to sit around a take a bunch of drugs that could kill you all. One minute you could be having a great time and the next you could be on the floor dieing because your brain is shutting down. Thats sounds like a chance im not willing to take anymore.
iv lost too many friends and i really think by the end of this year im gonna loos one more. im just waiting for the phone call as sad as that sounds.i already have a few friends that i think it might be too. Wow thats sad.
Any ways happy news. Me and brittney applied for an appartment, we didnt get apporved but we are reapplying. And if you dont get approved again then jeff is really gonna buy that house in hamtramick. I know thats not the best place to live but ill be with jeff so i dont care. Love is a wonderfull thing lol.
i have to work at 5 today eww.... well actually im happy to be working afternoons cause randi is mad at me and being a total bitch about it. she keeps telling jeff that i should have got fired along time ago and shit. But this is the way i see it, if they really wanted to fire me they just would. im going job hunting all this weekend, im going to look at joes,hooters,fridays,apple bees,and ruby tuesdays. pretty much ne where, were i wont reak of coney dogs.
well im out ttyl