i am a bitch, so get the fuck over it!
sometimes i wonder...
what this world would be like if everyone hated everyone
pretty sure it would be hell...
im in love
and he is most of the time amazing but there are a few slip ups..
but whoes to say i am perfect?
i cant help it iam outspoken that has just come about to me...
i used to be extremly shy
but then i made a friend who changed that all for me
he broke me out of my shell...
i am a jealous person...
ask me why? i dunno?
i mean i am pretty most of the time nice outgoing and i try not to be rude
so what should i be jealous of?
hum thats right...
i like to spend alot of time with you and when we dont i get jealous
well if you are spending it with other people
and the drinking
it doesnt bother me much except the fact you brag about it?!
the smoking...
hum you better be done with it liek you say
or honestly this thing is for real over
b/c i cant handle being lied to once again liek before
you cant make me be friends with people i dont like
even if they are your friend it just doesnt work that way!
and sorry!
the most i can do is ignore him...
i love you
thats why i act the way i do..
b/c i dont want to lose you and i dont want to lie
(which i dont)
i dont want to see you fuck up your life with drugs/alcohol
(not saying you are i just dotn want it to happen!)
i want you to grow up and be happy
(even if im not around)
i dont want you to ever forget me
no matter what happens
i know i wont forget you b/c you have left such a great impact on me
you have taught/showed me things i never knew
and you have loved me like no other
im just scared of what can happen in the future
hopefully all will be fine
i love you