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OK so i just got home things were good yesterday derek whent to court for wreck less driving and paraphernalia , and they dropped all charges!!!!! yea well that all got fucked up this morn about 4am we parked a few houses down from his cuz his grand ma don't like me .. well while we were parked there someone called the pigs and said someone is sleeping in there car on the side of the road. PIGs showed up at first everything was kool then he asked me to step out of the car . the pig said your car smells like pot i want to search it . havent smoked in it for like 14 hours now... well first he pulled out my pig issued nightstick .... then he took my knives....they asked derek to get out of the car and he was trying to hide the pipe but the pig saw it so theres strike 1. they continued to serch my car .. found a whole bunch of beer caps and 4 un-opened beers.serched my purse i can't i even had muss relaxers in a perscript bottle with my step dads name on it and they did not take that. But they started searching derek and found nothing else , when he realized there was nothing in my car he said he was calling the k9.. so derek came clean and pulled out the bag that he had down his pants ...they did not even serch me!!!!!!! so they gave me my id back and told me to go wait in the car(my car) dereks grand ma was outside by now (after all this is all going on in front of her house) so they fucking put him in hand cuffs and put him in the back of the car . The pig came up top me and said "the grand ma don't want you to come here anymore she don't want you on her property. then they fucking arested him..... I got off fucking free ! It really pisses me off i havent stoped crying not for the fact we got in trouble its the fact that it was on him he was in my car so i should have been arrested too . I think its wrong that they only got him .... I FEEL THAT I SHOUD BE THERE TOO right along with him . i know its not my fault but he should not have to go alone when it was both of us i did not do anything even close to narcing and he want to take the blam for it i should have been a mouthy bitch so they would have arrested me too then i would not feel so bad youknow( A GOOD FRIEND WILL COME A BAIL YOU OUT . A BEST FRIEND WILL BE SITTING THERE BESIDE YOU SAYING DAMN THAT WAS FUN) im saposed to be dateing this guy and he got aested while hanging out with me .. do you think he still gonna wanna date or what ever the fuck its called when he get out .. he prob wont even post bail because he whent to court about the same shit the day before .. i just feel like i should be there beside him , he should not be the only one in trouble God I Fucking Hate PIGS i feel like shit hes in trouble and im not\:(