Goodbye 2013

Dec 31, 2013 23:23


50 minutes to go and 2013 is over...
I was expecting a lot of things.
First of all, I was dying to find my professionnal path and I did but I'm not there yet. 2014 will be a major turning point in my life about that.
I had projects in the area of my private life and none of them happened. I got engaged, eventually, receiving a ring for my birthday...
But it sounded more like an apology for remembering my birthday only at 7pm.
The first 8 months of 2013 were horrible now that I think about it. This relationship brought misery and worry, stress and too many arguments. I neglected friends & family for a selfish jerk.
And I broke up. I lost a lot of time and energy and I've spent the last 2 months angry at myself for what happened. How did I end up believing in us so much? When in fact, everything was meant to crumble away soon. It did but I made it happen. I gave up first because I was fighting for things on my own, because I was taken for granted.

Never let anyone make you feel like you're not special. A real man should love his woman like she is the only one in the world. If not, he can go fuck off. I'm done with ungrateful pricks who only think about themselves.

I'm sorry that my writing got so rare. I guess that this year was too hectic to let me sit properly and type out my burdening emotions. I can still do it now. And I will. I don't like having stories left unfinished so I will do my best to grant these wishes some of you have...

Happy New Year guys. I really hope we will all be happier in 2014, or at least, that we learn to cope with the sad things better.

Much love,
Aya.

via ljapp

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