I won't let this build up inside of me.

[cursed_emotions]

I hate you.  I just wanted to let you know.

You never cease to let me down.

And you put all the blame on me.

But that's okay, because I hate you.

It's all my fault, all my wrongdoing, I understand.

And you --

You're so innocent you can sit next to God.

While I burn in hell.  For no reason.

I try.  Honestly, I try.

But then again, everything I try -- is wrong.

So guess what?

I'll pick up the broken glass

And grasp it tight in my palm

until I bleed.

And I'll sit

and I'll bleed

and feel sorry for myself.

Then I'll die.

Just to make you happy.

Because the world revolves around you.

And I can't do a single thing right.

So while you go about your day,

only thinking about how I've wronged You,

I'll be quietly killing myself.

Hope you're happy.