No thoughts
I don't know what to think today. Have not seen her but have had a couple of texts but nothing about us (although I did text her how I was feeling).
I feel she is locked away in a different world from me while she heals. I hope she can come through this and still be standing at the end.
I feel so empty tonight. Didn't feel like doing much today but drove to a beach we go to a lot and sat starting at the sea for a while. Maybe I am punishing myself by doing this as it just makes me so very sad.
Maybe I should stop contacting her until she needs me? Maybe I am pushing her away by trying to be there for her.
I feel she is locked away in a different world from me while she heals. I hope she can come through this and still be standing at the end.
I feel so empty tonight. Didn't feel like doing much today but drove to a beach we go to a lot and sat starting at the sea for a while. Maybe I am punishing myself by doing this as it just makes me so very sad.
Maybe I should stop contacting her until she needs me? Maybe I am pushing her away by trying to be there for her.