So very sad
I don't think I can do this anymore. I have to end it for her sake. Can't think straight, hard to breathe.
We love walking on the beach, watching the sea. Collecting cats eyes. She's so beautiful to me. My God I can't hold it together today. We went swimming at about this time last year in the ocean, it was freezing but we did it. I can't see the screen through the tears. I want her. I am dying inside. She loves me singing to her even though I don't do it so well. I love to sing to her when we drive home from a night out and she is sleepy. "I don't wanna close my eyes' .... You know the one.
The wines kicking in and its only 4.30pm. She has a friend coming over tonight and I am so happy about that. She has someone to talk to and also I know she will be safe.
She made love to me while I was driving one night, what a stupid thing to do and yet the most amazing thing ever. She's so passionate. She has slept with me every Saturday for the last 5 weeks even though she was with someone else. She can't resist me or me her. How terrible is that? I try so hard and so does she but love is a curse. Help me, I am so broken..........................................
We love walking on the beach, watching the sea. Collecting cats eyes. She's so beautiful to me. My God I can't hold it together today. We went swimming at about this time last year in the ocean, it was freezing but we did it. I can't see the screen through the tears. I want her. I am dying inside. She loves me singing to her even though I don't do it so well. I love to sing to her when we drive home from a night out and she is sleepy. "I don't wanna close my eyes' .... You know the one.
The wines kicking in and its only 4.30pm. She has a friend coming over tonight and I am so happy about that. She has someone to talk to and also I know she will be safe.
She made love to me while I was driving one night, what a stupid thing to do and yet the most amazing thing ever. She's so passionate. She has slept with me every Saturday for the last 5 weeks even though she was with someone else. She can't resist me or me her. How terrible is that? I try so hard and so does she but love is a curse. Help me, I am so broken..........................................