7 Photos of Updates
Sometimes, things happen. No wait, actually, things happen all the time. But as humans, even if it's a little, we still tend to fall after making 123456493 mistakes, 2324246545 misunderstandings and 3943795836 losses in various things in life. But I feel like after every darkness, the sun will sure come out and maybe there'll be a tint of rainbow hiding behind one cloud.
I've been eating a lot. Seriously a lot. And weirdly since coming here, I've both lost weight and gotten taller. Yet lately, alone, I feel so short. XD That of course, has something to do with the people around me taller than usual.
A lot right? I used to eat like maximum TWO pieces of bread but now I can go up to 5 or 6. I'm bread girl!
That doesn't sound like something good.
*imagines self wearing a bread suit*
*shivers*
For the first time in my life, I've tried my hand at baking. Of course, it's what call through the cheating method. Why? Because all I do is buy the baking mix from the supermarket and the rest is just pour and mix and pop! Into the oven it goes.
But still not bad la right? Of course these are just extras I did for the fun of it. Filming a baking scene is such a hassle though. This "budget-saving" university student was trying to be kiamsiap (stingy) and only bought one box when there should a few others for different angle shots.
And because of all the little inexperienced shootings and screen direction I planned and gave, I ended up with very few variety of workable shots for a 3 minute production assignment (there's one where the mic even guest stars). Thus, on one very remarkable night, I have made the biggest academic sacrifice and dedication in my life so far: stayed in uni and did editing till 6 in the morning. Geng right? This shot was taken when I finally got home and got ready to sleep (only to wake up 3 hours later).
But all is not lost for I am so proud to have gone for Music in the Park with Missy Higgins and Jason Mraz. It was superbly awesome! And I've discovered another talented singer. And I don't mean Jason MR.AZ because, please, I know he's awesome. Hahaha, okay, I shall stop with my lame dramatic self.
This photo was taken during IDM tutorial as an exercise where we had to go around campus taking different kinds of shots. Trouble is amidst us and I've become numb from it. Numb with shock, numb with disappointment, numb with anger and numb with betrayal.
A person is never truly who he or she is. Even me, I suppose.
I need to get back to being my optimistic and positive self. I miss the "Positive Smiling Sun" than shone ridiculously in high school. But aren't things always simpler when we're younger than who we are now?
here is the deepest secret nobody knows,
レイラ。