Scared. Frustrated. Fake.
I may be trying a little too hard to be happy right now, but my grandma's in the hospital for her second stroke in a year's span, what else is there to do? Putting a lot of efforts in my smiles. Too much effort on my social network "lol's" and "haha's."
She's fighting as hard as she could. I hope to God she pulls through.
I need to be less of a coward and visit her. It's been 2 days and I'm yet to come into the hospital which is only minutes away.
What the fuck is wrong with me.
Selfish. I know it is.
Hang in there, Lola. I'm coming to visit you tomorrow. God, please give her her strength and sight back. Get her out of that place.
She's fighting as hard as she could. I hope to God she pulls through.
I need to be less of a coward and visit her. It's been 2 days and I'm yet to come into the hospital which is only minutes away.
What the fuck is wrong with me.
Selfish. I know it is.
Hang in there, Lola. I'm coming to visit you tomorrow. God, please give her her strength and sight back. Get her out of that place.