There's Always a First for Everything
Went to Citizen Smith tonight. I think, I know I had fun.
I'm lonely, now especially, so what. I have a girl who has my heart, my best interest, then I have these friends who look out for me.
It's silly how some people can not escape drama. That's what happens when a volcano meets a tornado? I hope they'll be ok. That was pretty harsh, especially for it occurring in public. I don't want to imagine what happens behind closed doors. Ridiculous.
"Maniwala ka saakin" he said. "Mas lalake pa ako sa iyo" Pride goes a long way. I'm just glad none of it went into my car. This doesn't change anything though, we've all been through that. It's just that I'm a maniac these days.
On the drive home tonight, thoughts of my passing came across my mind and I said "You know, if I was to die anytime soon, tonight even, I think even I end up in Hell, I've lived a decent life and I'm ok with that. I do not wrong people. I am nice and that's what they'll remember. The boy who can never say no. The boy who's always laughing, always uh-oh'ing. The boy with the smile." But don't panic, I'm not going anywhere for a very long time. I have people who cherish my company. Somewhere on the other side of the world, I have a girl on vacation who thinks amazing things of me and it's my focus to keep us together, happy as we are.
I will sleep good tonight. Especially under the sound of this rain patter. I can't think of a better way to end this evening. Well, I lie. Maybe if she was here instead of thousands of miles away from me. I could use a cuddle.
I'm free to be whatever I
Whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want
I'm free to say whatever I
Whatever I like
If it's wrong or right it's alright
I'm lonely, now especially, so what. I have a girl who has my heart, my best interest, then I have these friends who look out for me.
It's silly how some people can not escape drama. That's what happens when a volcano meets a tornado? I hope they'll be ok. That was pretty harsh, especially for it occurring in public. I don't want to imagine what happens behind closed doors. Ridiculous.
"Maniwala ka saakin" he said. "Mas lalake pa ako sa iyo" Pride goes a long way. I'm just glad none of it went into my car. This doesn't change anything though, we've all been through that. It's just that I'm a maniac these days.
On the drive home tonight, thoughts of my passing came across my mind and I said "You know, if I was to die anytime soon, tonight even, I think even I end up in Hell, I've lived a decent life and I'm ok with that. I do not wrong people. I am nice and that's what they'll remember. The boy who can never say no. The boy who's always laughing, always uh-oh'ing. The boy with the smile." But don't panic, I'm not going anywhere for a very long time. I have people who cherish my company. Somewhere on the other side of the world, I have a girl on vacation who thinks amazing things of me and it's my focus to keep us together, happy as we are.
I will sleep good tonight. Especially under the sound of this rain patter. I can't think of a better way to end this evening. Well, I lie. Maybe if she was here instead of thousands of miles away from me. I could use a cuddle.
I'm free to be whatever I
Whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want
I'm free to say whatever I
Whatever I like
If it's wrong or right it's alright